How to feel good
I have recently started to stay around his place, and now I am worried about my habit of sleep talking. The thing is that I have not told him that I work for London escorts. I know that I should really have done so, but for some reason, it just has not happened. It feels like I am being dishonest with him, and I hate it.
Lots of the girls that I work with at London escorts do not tell their boyfriends that they work for London escort services. The thing is that it is so easy for someone to reject you when you say. I have personally been through that many times so I know that it feels awful. Is it better to lie? I am not sure that it is better to lie, but it comes easier somehow, but it is not the right thing to do.
My boyfriend is a really nice ordinary guy and I have told him that I work in a restaurant kitchen. So far he seems to have accepted that and has not asked if he can come around to see me. The funny thing is that he has not even asked me what restaurant that I work in. Could it be that he can smell a rat and really suspects that I do something else for a living? Hopefully he has not caught on the fact that I work for a London escorts service.
It would be so nice if guys did not make such a big thing about girls working for London escorts. Since I have been working for an escort service in London, I have had tons of boyfriends but none of them have stuck by me. As soon as they found out that I am a London escort, they have done a runner or left me for somebody else. It is tough to handle and I keep on wondering how many times that you can handle rejection. As many of you will know, being rejected does not feel good at all.
I wish that I could do something else and not work for Cheap London escorts. London is such an expensive place to live in, and if you want to make a go out of it, you really need to earn some big bucks. Finding a job that lets you do that is not easy. Since I moved to London, I have tried lots of different jobs and not been able to make big money. It is really only London escort services which have allowed me to earn some serious money. If I could just make enough to get my own and have some money to live on, I might just move on and do something else. But like I say, that is easier said than done. Also I have to be careful that I don’t talk in my sleep as I normally do.